Words can not express the confusion and the sadness that I feel at this moment. For the life of me…I can not recall saying such things that I said…but I must have. The only recognition I have of those comments are from messages from Tiki and Tuscy. I don’t expect you to believe me, because quite frankly, I have abused your trust. And I do not expect you to forgive nor forget what I have said and done. I will have to live with this. I have hurt some people I consider good friends and I can’t recall even doing it. Why are the last three days such a blank? I wish I knew.
But…rest assured…if I have the chance…I hope to be able to re-earn your trust. With the way things are in my life at the moment…I need friends I can count on…but I haven’t been a good friend in return, so it seems.
And even if this friendship bond is forever broken…just remember me for who I was…not what I have done these past few days. That isn’t me. I know it isn’t and I think deep down you know that isn’t me either.
So…if this is the last communication between us…thank you for everything and once again…I’m sorry for everything I said…especially to you, Amber. You are a treasured friend and for the life of me…I have no recollection of saying those awful things that people have told me I said. I don’t expect forgiveness. Just know…I didn’t mean those hateful comments. Please know this.
And if this falls on deaf ears and blind eyes…I don’t blame you.
Sincerely,
Dan Saint
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